My mom only had one eye. I hate it, it is a shameful thing. My
mother runs a small shop in a market.
He collects used
goods and the like for sale, anything to get
the money we needed. He is a shameful thing.
One day at school.
I remember it was the day when my mom
came. I was very
embarrassed. Why does he do this to me? I threw the face of
hatred and ran. The next day at school
.. "Your mom only has one eye?" And they
all make fun of me.
I hope my mother
is missing from this world so I said to my mother, "Mom,
why do not you have the other eye? Mother would
just be laughable. Why did you not die?
"She did not answer. I feel a little bad, but at the same
time, it feels so good that I have said
what I wanted to say all along.
Maybe it's because the
mother did not punish me, but I do not think that I had
hurt her feelings.
That night, I woke up
and went to the
kitchen to get a glass of water.
My mother cried there,
quietly, as if he
was afraid that he
would wake me up. I saw it, and go. Because the words
before him, there
was something pinching my heart.
Even so, I hated my mother who was
crying from one eye. So, I told myself if I was going to
grow up and become
successful, because I hated the one-eyed
mother I and
our poverty.
Then I learned the hard way. I left my mother and
to Seoul to study,
and accepted in
the Seoul University with all the confidence. Then, I got married.
I bought my own
house. Then I had
kids too. Now, I'm
living happily as a successful man. I love
it here because this is a place that
does not remind me of mom.
Happiness is becoming bigger
and bigger, when someone unexpected encounter me
"What?! Who is this? "... This is my
mother .. still with one eye. It
felt like the whole sky was falling into self-I.
I run girls
run away, afraid of my mother's eyes. And I asked him,
"Who are you? I do not know you!
"play me. I yelled at him "Why do you dare to come to my house and scare
my son! Get out of here now! " And mother quietly
answered, "Oh, I'm sorry. I must have
the wrong address, "and she
disappeared. Thank God .. He did not recognize
me. I feel
quite relieved. I
told myself I was that I would not care, or
think about this
for the rest of my life.
Then there was a feeling of relief came to
me .. One day,
a letter regarding
a school reunion came to my house. I lied to my wife saying
that I was going on
a business trip. After the
reunion, I went to the old me .. curiosity, I found my
mother fallen on the cold ground.
But I did not
shed one tear
though. He had a
piece of paper in his hand .. and it is a letter to myself I was.
I think my life
has been long enough now. And .. I will not visit Seoul
again .. but is
it just too much if I want you to come visit me
once in a while, kid? I miss you so much. And I
was so relieved when I heard you
were coming to this reunion. But I decided not to
come to school
.. For You
.. I apologize
if I only have one eye,
and I just brought
the pubic for yourself.
You know, when you
were very little, you are exposed to an
accident, and lost one eye. As a mother,
I can not stand to
see you have to grow up with only one eye .. then I give you my eyes
.. I'm very
proud of my son who
saw a new world
for me, in my
place, with that eye.
I was never mad at you
for whatever you do. Some times when you are angry with me.
I thought to myself, "It's because you love me." I miss the
time when you were very small and were around me.
“I miss you so much. I love you. You are my world”
MOTHER .. I LOVE U :)
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